Hey… we are test recording

Hey… we are test recording

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Hey everybody

We are now doing some test on the recording of “Let’s talk tantra”. It is so amazing to being in this process of just wanting to get the book out in the world. My heart is jumping around with joy.

In 2018 it will be available. Stay tuned

 

Enjoy the ride
We are only here once

xx

L. Lee

Fly Baby fly

Fly Baby fly

Fly baby fly…

Yesterday was the day. The day when my baby “My Italian Angel” flies. Flying away from my world to the outer world to be shared.

Is been written twice, is based on a long painful, magnificent, challenging and healing journey but nevertheless it is here. It is now here in a form of a novel based on my own journey and mixed with my imagination.

So whom will you meet in the book?

Katrin is the leading star of the book, her life, her inner pain and her feeling of having fucked up her soul leads her out in the world to find healing. On her journey she discover that learning to love unconditionally is the key to unlocking her pain.

But how does one learn this?

The meeting of an angel.

She gets so intense in her search to learn unconditional love and on that journey a completely unexpected teacher arrives. He is an angel, an angel from beyond, who with his deep and beautiful heart energy shows her some ways into her own heart. Her heart which is deeply longing to heal her soul.

The meeting is intense, painful, funny and full of love and guided by Katrin’s courage… she and her angel becomes a wonderful match.

Fly baby fly 

To let go and let it fly, let it be whatever is meant for it to be… Letting go of “My Italian Angel” is a beautiful feeling… It has been a journey for more than 12 years, and now… in a form that I never thought should be mine… a novel, it’s time.

I truly hope you will enjoy it.

Fly baby fly…

Enjoy the ride
We’re only here once

L. Lee
fly-baby-flyXx

 

Why listen to your heart?

Why listen to your heart?

Why listen to the voice of your heart?

To live af life listing to the voice of your heart constantly whispering within, with it’s sweet and soft voice where the next step is for you in life, sounds so sweet and wonderful… like it would take care of you all the way if you listen.

That the pain would not increase in life, but the expectations of decreasing of pain is a must otherwise the heart must have lied.
The trust of the voice of the heart can be hard, and the action to follow it’s wishes even harder, yet the truth is that not listing to it may be even harder.

So why do it? Why listen to the voice of your heart?

Love and the hearts voice can sound so fantastic and also easy to do, that then if listened to, will leed to a life with ease but the reality has not been like that in my experience…  yet why again? Why constantly try to live the hearts voice, when it feels so vulnerable and it often has put me in situations where the pain has increased? Honestly I don’t know why. I could try give you all the right answers, but logically trying to that… to give you answer, would be like saying that I nailed it… and I haven’t.

Listing to my heart scares me in every way, but I keep on doing it. I keep on wanting to listen even more carefully to what it has to tell me. Learning how to refine and let go of fear to open up. I don’t think it’s easy, but in a way I feel that it’s the only right way.

Your hearts voice has a saying that is unique for you and for the world, that why it matters! It matters a lot and even if we are just a little voice in the big picture, every voice is a must for everything to be in place.

You will hear me stumble forward in this most (or at least for me ) important lesson here in life… to listen to the voice of my heart.

Enjoy the journey!
We are only here once.

A manifested dream

A manifested dream

A manifested dream

A manifested dream

This saturday “Let’s Talk Tantra” will be published. And a very long dream/vision is being manifested. The vision that I saw more than 12 years ago, of small books being created in a new language has now found it’s way into the manifested world.

Last Wednesday I had been out all day at my business club and my head was full of inspiring talks. When I returned home I saw that the boxes of freshly printed books had arrived. My heart flipped out, beating faster than I felt my physical heart could handle.

The feeling of holding the physical book, was so thrilling and exciting for my heart, and feelings of completion, heartbreak, strength, courage and belief… so much belief… merged with everything. And then the tears came… running for hours of relief.

It’s not just a book; it is a book from my deep core. I love the books I have published over the years, I love nurturing them, I love them because they are like small personalities waiting for someone to pick them up and be shared. I simply love what I do.

Some dreams are so powerful and come from so deep within that you feel your whole life will have lost it’s meaning if you stopped believing in them. This is how this one felt…

So… when something keeps on whispering in your ears:

  • Don’t stop believing it. Not even if it looks like it’s never going to
  • If you like to talk, find the best people in your life and share your dreams with them. They will keep reminding that you have something to give to the world.
  • Find the inner blockages that keep you from getting there. And get them unblocked in whatever way is best for you.
  • Ask for help.
  • Meditate
  • Never stop believing and find your ways to keep the dream from fading. Go wild in imagination.
  • Be persistent.

The previous 12 years felt like nothing that moment when I held the book, but I must say… what a journey…
Good luck catching and fulfilling your own dreams.

Enjoy the journey!
We are only here once.

L. Lee
Xx

Surrender into writing

Surrender into writing

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Surrender into writing

Surrender into sitting down in a constant flow of words coming out of my hands and surrender into the lifestyle of writing was not something that I thought I had to deal with.

As I have written earlier on the blog “My Italian Angel” was written twice – two completely different books though. When writing it I decided to do it a bit here and there and it worked out well… and after it was finished I had planned that it should be edited, then published and then later maybe a new book would take form.

It is said that everytime you make a plan God is laughing and so it happened again.

Last year I had a roadtrip on my own in Italy, driving from Milan, Pitigliano, Turin and then Como lake and when leaving Milan again on the airplane the inspiration to a new novel came through. I remember thinking on the plane… one more book in the same series and I thought that I had to publish the other one first… but I just knew that I had to write, and so I did.

When I started the second novel the attitude towards writing changed, the surrender to living a life where writing became a first choice, the way of living to be able to write was changing. I observed that my whole mindset about living changed and what I hadn’t seen coming was that I loved it.
I love writing and I love the calmness of the life that follows. The quietness and being with my computer has had such a fantastic impact on my life. Do you know that feeling?… When you experience that you are much happier living a different life than you thought you should live?

It’s the beauty of surrender into ourselves that makes life shine when we do… But I can say I have spend a lot of time resisting it and why? I can’t give you any good reasons, not even one – why we don’t surrender into what is the best for us? Do you ever wonder about that too?

Enjoy the ride
We’re only here once

L. Lee

Xx