Happy New year

Happy New year

Happy new magical year

Soon we will enter 2021 and this time is always a time to reflect and set directions.

I meditate every morning and every evening, practicing just to observe the energy being in my body and my connection to greater source.

At this time of year I ask myself my soul, am I on the right path? Do I have to dive deeper into the very core of me? Do I have to make changes in the way I use my time on earth differently in order to feel I live my soul?

Last night I sat before my meditation with a big piece of paper wanting to focus on my spiritual work and being. When I opened up my big notebook (A3 kind of a size), I saw that I had already a month ago made a mind map for my souls expression, small steps for me to step into much more in 2021. I smiled to myself, understanding that I had already begun to step into 2021 with my new intensions.

Sometimes I get lost. I get lost in the picture I have decided that I would like to manifest and forget to really feel how I would like it. This year in 2020, I have dared to ask myself question of how I really would like to live it, you know this life I have been given.

I have looked at my writings over the years, I have looked at my obsessions, my journey, especially since the Kundalini started and I see that Love, and the journey of soul love and the love for me is the very core of it all. I have not found my expression of it in a way that I feel full. But for now, I have accepted that the way I see a relationship which are fulfilling for me is very different to what I thought is was, and what I thought it was going to be.

So my 2021 is going to be much more full of this expression of this journey which has been for so many years and are still so very much here.

Lotte Søs


The beginning of my Kundalini

The beginning of my Kundalini

It is the beginning with my beginning with Kundalini. So much universal knowledge has been perceived over the years, and the feeling of not sharing it with the world has come to an end.

It is a very vulnerable and also very very wonderful to do it. I have been walking around it for a long time to do so, facing my sentences in my head “that no one would understand”, “what if I am not doing it right”, “What if it could be better”. And then suddenly I read this quote “Do you dare to be an original?” and then suddenly something released. I got braver, I got like I have to start somewhere. So now this first video is being set free and I am so happy because I am in the place of meeting my ultimate longing. My longing to share this, to share me.

I hope you will enjoy.

L. Lee

In to ME see

In to ME see

In to ME see = Intimacy

I saw this explanation of intimacy in a magazine and it captured me. It made me still and investigating at the same time. Like it squeezed out the core of the meaning of that particular word.

For me the word intimacy associates with being physically close with a man, staying in a presence and magic of what to see, feel, smell, hear and taste. It’s about the senses, my senses are to be awakend to see, feel, hear, smell and taste what is going on in me, but it is as much as to be aware of him and his senses, his reactions, his wants, his heart and his soul. It is that deep sense of listen to all of him, the physical sensation, the emotions, all the nonverbal, the non spoken, the subtle senses and being in the wonder of the universe. It is to experience it all together in a place where both feel safe and a willingness to surrender into each other at that very moment..

When I read the “In to me see”, I felt, I saw a simplicity of a raw core of the word that had never occurred to me before. I felt like all the associations left and I stood there naked with the word and wanted to go closer to get more intimate with the word.

In to ME see. Yes that is ALL. See me, hear me, feel me, touch me, taste me, all of it the physical and the nonphysical, that is what it feels when someone dares to be intimate with you and you with them. Daring to see exactly YOU. This is so profound and expanding when you meet someone that does that.

But here it comes, what I also saw in that line “In to ME see” was seeing into me.

And that perspective changed it all when I saw that. It was as the word itself came with a love declaration towards myself. It was as I saw the softness of being intimate with me, was to see me. See me for what I am now and feel what I really feel, and not an anticipation of what I think I still am of something that I was.

I have been in such a huge sorrow and being so busy for a long time, and I needed to see me again, who am I now, what do I see, what do I hear, what do I feel. How do I smell, where do I feel tender, where do I feel strong and it opened up to the choice I had to make. I had to make some more stillness in my life. I had to cut lines of communication to hear me. I needed to go silent, until I would be able to start listening to the new me.

I needed to touch myself again physically and with my heart. Listen to that touch my soul are here to imprint in the world.

I practice it now again after I lost my father, but it took me more than 1 ½ year to come to the point where I was ready to feel, hear and see myself again, because I lost a huge part of me when he left us.

I needed time to reconnect to my soul, my souls voice, and not just connect, but listen and start taking action. I needed as I could see now, to be intimate with me. In to ME see. I needed to see me again and it has done a huge difference. I am listing to all the creations I am here to do.

So from the intimate me, go into you and see YOU. What you really are, listen and dare to go with it. I promise you, your soul will be so happy, even if it scares you, it will always nourish you so much.

Lotte Søs


Living with Kundalini

Living with Kundalini

I have been talking about this for a long time, I have tiptoed launching the blog… but then again not writing on it. And then suddenly today after days of some days with full on Kundalini symptoms… the once that scares me, I then suddenly recorded the first video on my life with kundalini.

I have been so scared that you should see me, see that this is what my life is all about, this is what is guiding my life. I have tried to hide, but now… kundalini has its own will and it wants out, out in the world.

It’s a big day today, I took a big leap with the video.

But I feel, that finally I am fully ready to go with all the words I have to tell you.

Enjoy the ride.
We are only here once.


Those lips…

Those lips…



Those lips…

Lips are amazing, no question about that… it can take you to beyond and back, and so much love is sharing in that door opening.

But right now it’s not about the lips in what they can do, share and bring… but more that those four letters are a part of something very new and exciting in my life.

You know the feeling just before you go to sleep a very clear idea comes to mind… and it is just the second before you are going into the land of dreams… you are so comfortable, and the last thing you want to do is to move and get a pencil and paper to write it down.

I had a evening in Japan. Just before closing my eyes a title came to me. A novel with a beautiful title which I am going to write… So soon… I will get my hands on the computer and start.

And guess what a part of the title is…


That is all I can reveal now. But I am so happy that another title wants to be written. Can’t wait to the whole story unfolds between my hands.

I will invite you into the process of the new novel soon.

Enjoy the ride

We are only here once


  1. Lee